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I have lost my keys. 

More specifically, I have misplaced the collection of keys that include my car keys, work keys and gym tag and I haven’t been able to find them for 11 days. 

On a practical level, I’ve had to use my imagination and use my spare car keys to drive, relied on the gracious folk I work with to let me in and out of the practice and borrowed my sister’s gym tag to get into the gym we both attend. 

I have also cleaned out my car, my room, my drawers, done three loads of washing, changed my sheets, dropped off old clothes to be donated, cleaned out my box of bags, tidied my desk, cleaned out and tidied the cupboard and bags we use for the shopping, cleaned out my car again, hunted through our garden at least seven times, emailed the restaurant I was at the last time I saw them, and checked under the couch cushions. At least nine times. On all three couches.
 
If I count up the amount of hours I’ve spent creating opportunities for them to turn up… it would total around seven hours of the last week. Seven hours… it’s almost your standard work day. It’s at least three Harry Potter films, or a decent night’s sleep. And yet, theoretically, all I have to show for it is nice clean sheets and too many shopping bags this morning when I went to buy fruit and vegetables. 

I am philosophical about misplacing these keys of mine. I pondered as to why I couldn’t find them, was I working too much? Going to gym too often? Driving too much? After considering these questions and deciding that I had instead felt rather balanced and prosperous lately, I came to the understanding that they have made themselves scarce for a reason that is not yet apparent to me. Because if I haven’t found them yet, they must be hiding in a REALLY REALLY sneaky place for a really really good reason!

Yesterday, I had the most gorgeous Kinesiology balance on my throat and third eye chakras with the beautiful Liz & Ilana. The throat chakra is predominantly about communicating your truth, and the third eye is about sight, both internal and external, clear vision and intuition. My misplaced keys came up during this balance, amongst other things I am not willing to see at present, and after gaining an awareness of blockages and resolutions, we concluded the balance with an affirmation; ‘I now see the things I am looking for’.

Aha! You may be thinking… I bet she found her keys today! Alas, not quite.
This afternoon as I walked out of my bedroom, my black backpack fell out of the (newly cleaned and stacked) bag box on to the floor. I had brought the bag in from the car when I cleaned that, and placed it on top of the box on the weekend, and this was the third time it fell off. After stepping over it three times, I picked it up from the bottom to place it back and heard a ‘THUD!’ on the floor. When I looked down to see what had fallen on the floor I let out a large ‘OMG!’

Sitting on the floor was the Green Aircraft Cabin Harmoniser* that had gone ‘missing’ upon my return from New Zealand. Last year. On November 29th. In 2015. That was seven and a half months ago.

At the time, I had wondered where it had gone. I searched the backpack, the suitcase, asked my friend in New Zealand to search her room and found nothing. Eventually, slightly disheartened, I reconciled myself to the fact that it was no longer with me and hopefully someone who needed it more had found it. I flew home without it, and have flown around Australia on several short flights without it since, but never on flights of more than three hours.

I have used the backpack several times since, it has been moved around the house, the bag box, my room, into my car, out of my car and yet it never appeared. Until today. When it just fell out of wherever it had been hiding and onto my floor!

The synchronicity of the situation does not escape my attention. I am off to Darwin to work next week, on a flight for four hours and was thinking I’d need to buy a new Harmoniser. I was also wondering where my luggage lock went to, it fell out of the bag almost immediately after the Harmoniser. And then there was my balance yesterday and my affirmation… I now see the things I am looking for. Yes, yes I do! 

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The message I’m hearing clearly today… you will find exactly what you are looking for, just as soon as you are ready to see it <3 xo
 
(PS. I trust this means my misplaced keys will appear before 2017!)
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*What is an Aircraft Cabin Harmoniser you ask? More information here… http://www.orgoneffectsaustralia.com/product/aircraft-cabin-harmonizers/